Bid Farewell to my hubby!

Yup,he was on the plane on way now.Of course,it's really hard for us to part with each other though he really don't want to leave singapore.Kazu looked innocent when seeing Kenichi departing.Then he kept looking at my red eyes and tears.Kazu was in his grandpa's arms.My cousin helped to drive us to the airport since he is on off day.Kenichi's good friend,Adrian came to see him off too before he goes to work later.How nice of him.I brought digital camera but unfortunately,the SD memory card was not inside.I did not know that it was there in computer when Kenichi used it last night.I did check with computer but maybe overlooked it cuz' of no lights while kazu slept in the early morning.Oh,yeah...my third sister gave an advice to Kenichi that he must make a decision where to stay singapore or america for good.He is not young any more but now,he is married with a kid man so he must make sure where he wants to stay for good.After 2 years later,he has to start over all again and build his career again if he wants to come back to Singapore.If he feels comfortable living in USA,then he better stay there for good and don't have to come back to look for a job.Or he can look for another job in singapore first and then can borrow money from Jann to clear his debt.He would be able to pay her by instalement every month once he finds a job.However,Ken seemed to have doubts about it.What if he still dislikes job again in singapore?He would waste his time and money!She advised him to think carefully.Frankly,he got a new job yesterday and his friend thinks highly of him too.Even he wanted to help Ken to build his confidence too.But he would have 2nd interview with his big boss later.His friend would wait for him to come back after 2 weeks later.What's more,his big boss is american!Yet Ken still doubts about his security job in future.I told him if he has no confidence in jobs in singapore,then he don't have to come back to Singapore after 2 years!If he has confidence in jobs in singapore,then he should stay here for the sake of kazu's education!I told him not to come back to visit us if he still can't clear his debts otherwise he would not save money enough.Visiting each other often will cost us a bomb!I told him that I won't mind following him where he wants to stay as long as we can stay together!Even I am prepared to give up my job,family,singapore food too.*pause* It's really hard for me to leave Singapore but I leave my problem to God :)He knows the best!Well,he had mixed feelings and still confused.Then he would let me know the final decision soon.Yes,I still have God to depend on and I don't have to worry any more.I have to move on my life with Kazu and must be strong enough to watch him growing up well.Surely,we will keep in touch via emails and webcam.May his journey be smooth and pleasant!May God protect him and bless him!Give Ken wisedom and make right decision.Thank God.Amen...Of course,Kazu and I terribly miss him alot when he is not around!*pause* Let me tell you cute something...When I reached home with Kazu,then my niece asked me where is uncle ken?I was surprised to see her remembering him so I told her that he is away and on the plane.She looked "shocked" but look like miss him too.