Forget bad past,move forward to future...

I went to attend combined cellgroup meeting at Jurong West Church last night.Pastor Derek made a good message.I enjoyed listening to his message.As well Jacqueline Chan's interpretation too.She has improved alot and showed more actions and expressions.She always shows her sweet smile during interpreting.Praise the Lord for blessing her.Back to the point,the message is about bitterness,disappointment,sadness,anger,etc.Someone told Pastor Derek that he can't forget the past which was 15 years ago!Even he still remembered it.Gosh,it was already 15 years ago now.The bad memories will not be good health for us.Should forget the past but should look forward to the next day or future instead of past.Keeping angry and think of bad memories make you feel worse!Must continue to trust God and put great faith in Him no matter what.The bible says "Great success follow by failure".Need to learn how to stand up and walk with Jesus to right path no matter how many times you fall down.For example,the baby wants to walk but fall down many times.It pains first time parents to see him having many bruises so they don't allow him to walk again.Then he never learn to walk again.When the parents let him fall down many times,he will know where it's painful so he will try not to fall down and walk slowly.Finally,he is successful walking normally.That applied to same business,study,relationship,jobs.Take out your bitterness or disappointment feelings inside.The devil always distract us from praying or worshipping God.Sometimes,the devil also try to make us blame Heaven or angry with God who never help us though we pray hard.It's because He wants to test on us how much we can give our trust and faith.We should not complain all the time but must move forward to future.God is so good to us and loves us very much.He is faithful to us too.Sometimes,whenever we get nice food/trip,etc we want,we forgot to thank God.Sometimes,we can't see things which God really helps us but took for granted.Mostly,we always praise and worship Him whenever we are happy.Where are we during bad times?God wants us to worship Him during bad times too.For example,we are feeling down,worried,disappointed,etc.We have no time to praise and worship God.It's not the way we are like that but we must move on and be positive.It's not easy to do that.Like me,I was quite worried about Kazu's fever which had been on and off for 3 days.I never think about God and even no mood to talk to Him or worship.I realised that it's God who is always there for us and will heal those sick people.Then I pray and worship him for a long time.A few tears flowing out cuz I feel that holy spirit really helps me to calm down and keep me warm.True enough,Kazu's fever had gone down immediately.Then I start worshipping and talking to God often.Even I was in toliet or office or in MRT....Excuse me for talking about God so much but I can't help cuz' I really want to share my experience with you.