Bid Singapore...

Mmm...I guess that some of you know about my emigiration to USA.Some of you are not aware about it.Even my boss is not aware of that too.Of course,i am not ready to tell them yet till next year (probably after CNY).I know it will be shocking news to them.I finally realise that in the bible,a wife must follow her husband where he goes.I admit my mistake.I appreciate my hubby's thoughtfulness towards my feelings.Thank God for knocking into my senses.Once I am married to him who is foreigner,I should know better for future.Yes,I will be emigirating to USA and join my husband to live together next year.We will be leaving Singapore around next late Aug.My husband told me that it will be his last visit to Singapore next year.Of course,I have mixed feelings towards my beloved family and husband.I could not bear to leave singapore and my family but am happy to join my husband in USA to live together.We had been on long distance relationship for about 3 years.Whenever I think of leaving my family,I would feel sad and tears come out alittle (I have to control my emotions).I know that my family will miss my boy,Kazu especially.My parents ask me to extend a few years more later but I can't cuz' I do miss my husband very much and he wants to be with our son too.He don't want to stay apart from my boy otherwise my boy will not want his daddy later!I told my buddy cum colleague,Gaylee about it and she was shocked.She don't want me to leave my job.She even wants to help me to find a job for my husband but it's already too late now.She will miss my company.I realised that it's funny for me to leave singapore cuz' when my best friend,Lina left for USA to study further.After her graduation,she decided to come home for good.Then it's my turn to go to USA to live with my husband.hee...Anyway,she told me that it's good experience for me to live different countries between America and Singapore.I know I will miss singapore food and mum's cooking.It's time for me to learn cooking on own!Deep in my heart,I don't wish to leave singapore at all but I have to follow my husband and I still have faith in God cuz' He knows us the best and make best plans for us so I trust Him no matter what.I won't fear anything as long as He will protect us well.I guess that it's enough talking for me cuz' I don't want to think of sad feelings.the more thinking,more emotional and tears...